Wednesday, October 14, 2026

JJ's Journal: 1984

     From the Personal Journals of My Father

Rex Buckley Jensen 

1984


Monday, January 9, 1984

Annual School Picture
Monticello, Utah
September 1984
Age 5
Today, after much packing and preparation over the weekend, we headed for home. We packed the van and car to the hilt, and left about half our stuff to be gotten on another trip. 

It was a long, tedious trip home. I had many errands to run, and we didn't leave Springville, where ————— once again lied to me. 

Started having trouble with the van outside Price. Tried to get some help at the "es" V.W. dealer in Price. Treated me terrible and I decided to never deal there again.

We nursed the van to Green River and gave up. All nine (9) of us came home from there in the little blue Rabbit [hatchback]. That will be a trip long remembered. 

Grandma had a beautiful meal prepared for us when we arrived about 9:00. House was ice cold. Pauline very down and discouraged. Built a big fire in the stove and all slept on the floor around the warmth.  

Monday, January 23, 1984

Lil JJ wielding maul (axe) while getting
firewood with Dad and the brothers.
Took Joe out of school this afternoon so he could tend Jordan and Jessie and allow Pauline and me to go to the funeral. 

Tuesday, January 24, 1984

Felt worse than usual tonight and went to bed as soon as I finished storytime with Jordan and Jessie. Sometimes I look at those sweet little kids and wonder where I am going to get the strength to get them raised. Lately, the magnitude of what lies ahead for me in rearing these seven children and keeping my wife happy has all but overwhelmed me.  

Monday, January 30, 1984

Took Pauline, Jordan and Jessie along (on trip to Centerville). We got away in the early afternoon. Pauline has been feeling very down of late, and it will be good for her to get away; albeit with Jordan and Jessie, it isn't exactly away. 

Drove to Mother Ruth's in the fog, smog, and gloom. She welcomed us with open arms, as always, had a lovely dinner waiting, which we could hardly eat since Jordan had insisted we stop at McDonald's in Provo, and we visited until the wee hours. 

Sunday, March 4, 1984

Stake Conference today. We all went.

Paul saved us seats and so we sat up front. Jordan went to the "youth conference" so we were able to listen too. We would have been more successful at that if Jessie had gone too. 

Dad in the JEEP wherein we
shared so many family memories.
Saturday, March 10, 1984

Got up and made a lunch and cleaned up the jeep and took Joe and Jordan down to Montezuma. Joe shot his first-ever rabbit. You never saw such a thrilled kid. He did it with the same little single-shot .22 rifle that I probably shot my first bunny with. He thought that was pretty neat. So do I. I think Joe is a neat kid. We sure have fun together in the Jeep. 

Jordan is something of a "pain." He is at an age where he always wants to be something other than what is going on, and we were happy when he finally fell asleep on the way home and we had a little peace and quiet. Don't misinterpret: Jordan is OK -- just a pain at times. Nevertheless, I expect great things from him someday. 

Saturday, March 10, 1984

I didn't get much done at the office this afternoon. Did read Jordan and Jessie some books and play a bit with them. I am sure in the long run that is probably more important than anything I would have done at the office. 

Saturday & Sunday, March 24-25, 1984

Camping with Family in Montezuma Canyon.
Took what was left of my little family (Paul went to Moab for S-day and Wayne went to Provo to the Math Contest) camping in Montezuma last night. We went down below Max Dalton's place and camped by the creek in a nice sandy area which was full of driftwood from a huge flood that occurred several years ago. 

We put up the camper trailer. I cooked a big dutch-oven full of potatoes, onions, bacon and left-over hamburger/sausage. We ate by candlelight in the camper around the table. Jordan and Jessie were so excited and cute. It really was one of those golden moments as a father, as I watched my brood having a great time. Thank goodness for my lovely mate. What a joy she is to me. 

We got up this morning and after a nippy night, cooked dutch-oven bacon and eggs. We then cut a truck-load of wood, broke camp and headed home. Then the party ended. The pick-up stopped on us and I assumed we were out of gas. David and I started walking toward Max Dalton's. Pauline got the truck started and caught up with us. 

I decided that it was a mechanical failure and that we would be all right. I passed Max's place and headed for home. About three miles past Max's the truck quit again. David and I started walking back. We walked for a couple of miles when Bill Christensen came along and gave us a ride to Max's where we borrowed five gallons of gas from Monte Dalton's wife and Bill hauled us back to the truck. I figured our troubles were over. Not so. About a mile from the top of Montezuma the truck quit again. I figured it was because we were on such an angle that the gas had to run to one end of the tank. We got into a mess trying to back around to unhook the trailer. Finally got the trailer unhooked, and I headed to town with everyone but Pauline and David. 

Oh, how I loved to build FORTS!
Front View
We chug-a-lugged to the Trailside Store, gassed up, and to my chagrin only took 12 gallons. Then I knew there is something wrong with the truck, and that we had not been out of gas.  

Sort of left a nasty taste in an otherwise lovely family experience. We went back, got the trailer, came home, worked to get everything cleaned up and put away.

Monday, March 26, 1984

We put Jordan and Jessie down early and had a good discussion at family night about the new schedule and some of the possibilities of the summer. 

Saturday, April 14, 1984

Joe and Jordan took me across the creek to see the fort (lean-to) they had built. Cute.

Tuesday, April 17, 1984

Oh, how I loved to build FORTS!
Side View
Went to a musical program at the High School this morning with Pauline and the little ones. It was good, but definitely 'high school.'

Saturday, April 21, 1984

Fell asleep in my "papa's chair" and when I awoke at 12:30 [a.m.] to drag myself to bed, I discovered that Jordan had wet his bed, and someone had neglected to "stuff" the balcony sliding doors and stoke the fire. By the time I got all that taken care of, I was wide awake. 

NOTE: Despite being potty trained by age two (2), I struggled on-and-off with bedwetting issues for many years thereafter; perhaps until I was as old as 11 or 12. Bedwetting was always very embarrassing to me, and the older I got, the more embarrassing it became. It was an occasional rather than a common occurrence. Nevertheless, it happened often enough to cause me distress, which likely exacerbated the problem and/or extended the length of time for which I struggled with the issue. As I grew older, I was able to attend to my own cleanup, which I would do in earnest as soon as I discovered what had happened—be it in the middle of the night or first thing upon waking in the morning—hopeful that no one in my family would find out. Eventually, at age 11 or so, the issue cleared up completely. One especially embarrassing experience involved wetting myself while sleeping over with friends at a birthday party in first or second grade. I was mortified when I discovered what had happened, and horrified that there was nothing I could about it at a friend's house other than wait it out as things dried naturally. Fortunately, none of my friends discovered what had happened.

My youngest son—Tyler Jordan—similarly struggled from ages 3-6. He did not, however, seem to feel the same embarrassment I remember feeling at being caught (or the fear of being caught). Rather, he would nonchalantly come in Lina's and my bedroom and just cavalierly announce the reality of the situation and wait for me to help him get bathed and changed. No end to the chutzpah and confidence of my mini-me and namesake, Tyler Jordan!  

Sitting on one of our three lawnmowers
that Dad purchased for Park Plaza
apartment maintenance.
Monday, April 23, 1984

Took the family to "The Right Stuff" tonight. It was over three hours long and taking Jordan was a mistake. He was bored stiff, and although he really tried to be a good boy, he was a distraction. I enjoyed the movie anyway. It was the story of the original seven U.S. Astronauts and their friendship flights during the early and middle 1960's. Brought back a lot of memories. 

Incidentally, I took Jordan and the 500 (motorcycle) on the first ride of the year after work this evening. He loves to ride and so do I. Had a good time. 

Wednesday, April 25, 1984

Went home at four. Cleaned the shop. David and Wayne started removing sod around the shrubs along the tennis court. Paul and Joe got in a fight, and Jordan pounded and chopped around the shop. Jordan is the most lovable "pain" we have had. 

Thursday, May 3, 1984

Opening presents on my 5th birthday.
Didn't get started on back yard building until six. Pauline and David painted on the picnic tables; Wayne and Joe hauled dirt out of the back up onto the flower garden areas and shrubbery area. Paul and Joe helped me. Jordan and Jessie have been a little sick so they cheered us on through the window. Was and is a great thing to work together as a family for the common good. Our place is going to be something when our 60 items are crossed off later this summer. 

Saturday, May 5, 1984

Took Jordan, Jessie and Jody for a ride on the Honda 500 and then got ready for and went to Wayne and Kami Sage's [wedding] reception.

Monday, May 7, 1984

Jordan and I took Pauline to the Cortez airport this morning. ... 

Took Jordan to McDonald's. Highlight of his whole week. That kid loves McDonald's.

Jordan cryed [sic] a lot tonight. Joe has a terrible cough. Kitchen is already a disaster. And so it goes. 

Dad and my five older siblings on a
family trip to Newspaper Rock.
Thursday, May 10, 1984

Worked for a time on the back-yard pavilion whilst tending Jordan and Jessie this morning.

Saturday, May 12, 1984

Spent the day at the Natural Bridges with my four sons (Paul stayed home) on our annual Ward Father and Sons outing. There were only 12 of us there (Richard Coleman, Juan Hansen and myself, and our sons). Richard had enough food for the whole ward so we ate very well at the conclusion of the day. 

It was a beautiful day. Very warm. We hiked to all three bridges, and I think I got some very good pictures.

Jordan was a little trooper. He kept right up with us the whole day with hardly a word of complaint. Quite a kid that one. 

Wednesday, May 16, 1984

Put new unit numbers on the units in PP1 [Park Plaza Apartments 1] that needed them, and got home after Dark. Jordan helped me through it all. Bless his little heart. Had a good visit with the kids when I got home. Sure miss my Lady. 

Friday, May 18, 1984

With Jordan and Jessie in tow, I went to the Monticello Dam Site this morning and talked with Jack Lowler. 

Thursday, May 24, 1984

After an interesting awards assembly at MES this morning wherein Jody and Joe received various awards, including Joe getting highest on the CTBS test for something like the 5th year in a row, Joe, Jordan and I headed out for a few days of jeeping. 

Camping with Dad and my older brother, Joe.
Camped tonight just below the McPhee Dam on the Delores River. The dam is finished now, and I enjoyed seeing it immensely. What a marvelous facility that is going to be when the lake fills.

Got some good pictures. Had a nice camp on the river. Joe and Jordan were both in "camper-heaven." We cooked a Hogie-dinner in tin-foil, and all curled up together in Joe's little yellow tent. What choice little spirits I have for children. It was fun. 

Friday, May 25, 1984

Up and into Cortez this morning. Had breakfast at McDonald's which thrilled Jordan nearly to death. That boy is in the McDonald's stage now and going is the highlight of his little life. ...

We enjoyed our ride up the Delores River very much. The River is very high right now. One of the biggest snowpacks in history and all the rivers on the western slope are in flood right now. Don't believe I have ever seen so much water in the West in a three-day period.

Saturday, May 26, 1984

Drove to Grand Junction and had lunch. Joe and Jordan wanted to go to McDonald's and so I gave them some money and let them go. I went to Furr's Cafeteria. First time for me. Was really nice, but expensive.

Camping with Dad and my older brother, Joe.
We visited Colorado National Monument Southwest of Grand Junction before heading for home. 

Got home about 9:45. Was a long day, but we sure saw some beautiful country. Got some beautiful pictures. Took almost 200 on the trip.     

Sunday, May 27, 1984

Joe and Jordan took me over to the land and showed me a "fort" they had built. I took my camera and got a lot of good pictures of the flora on the hill.  

Wednesday, May 30, 1984

I cleaned all the gutters and then hauled a large load of trash that has been accumulating in the trailer all spring to the dump. At the dump there was a mountain of unburned trash and there was a pretty good south wind. Jordan and I thought we ought to keep the stuff from blowing all over the country so we torched it and wow....did we ever have an inferno in a hurry. Jordan was afraid the whole dump would burn up, and I assured him that was exactly what we wanted.

Monday, June 4, 1984

[I told Hyrum] I was concentrating on Sumerset, but that I would be back one day with better credentials to teach Seminars. He seemed very understanding. I sure appreciate Hyrum. 

Sunday, June 24, 1984

Talked to Bruce and Nedra about the possibility of trading horse pasture for Jordan's tuition (Pre-School). 

We have wrestled with the question of whether to allow Jordan to start school or wait till next year. Almost everyone except Grandma Jensen and I think he ought to start this year. I don't feel good about it—so if possible, I'll get him into Nedra's [preschool] and let him be older when he starts. I've always been grateful Mother held me back. I think I owe Jordan the same.  

NOTE: I believe Dad showed great foresight, insight, prescience, and wisdom in waiting a year to start me in kindergarten. I was small (physically) for my age, and far more interested in playing and exploring than learning in a classroom at age five. From my perspective, I benefitted at every turn for the next 14 years because Dad made this important decision as he did. Perhaps most saliently, I would not have spent my senior year in Spokane with Paul and Amy if I had not been held back from starting kindergarten. Furthermore, almost all of my friends would have been different, meaning I would have missed out on some very special friendships (like Eric Driggs and John Poulsen).  

Friday, June 29, 1984

At 3:30 we headed for Bluffdale and the Barton Family Reunion at Quinn Barton's place. 

Was impressed with Quinn's place and the way the reunion was organized. Quinn has an indoor swimming pool, a spa (outside) and the kids had a ball. 

Sunday, July 1, 1984

Pauline and I went down to Grand Central and bought a cute all-plastic playhouse for Jordan and Jody. It will make their summer.  

Wednesday, July 18, 1984

Bought a [miniature plastic] swimming pool (1/2 price) for Jordan and Jessie.

Thursday, July 19, 1984

Unloaded all the things we bought in Salt Lake at the office and got dad to drive to Moab and pick me up after returning the U-Haul truck. 

Jordan went with us—an absolute must—knowing how he feels about trucks and all. 

NOTE: I was unquestionably a "Daddy's boy" at this period of my life. I greatly admired and looked up to my dad and truly loved to go with him on any and every adventure I possibly could. The fact that he was a general contractor, apartment owner, real estate developer, photographer, and entrepreneur only heightened the excitement, intrigue, and variety of our many trips together. 

I recall one Sunday afternoon after church being given the opportunity to go with Dad to the airport to pick someone up who was flying in. I turned the opportunity down and almost immediately regretted it. My grief at having chosen to miss out on this opportunity was sufficient to bring me to tears. It was perhaps my earliest memory of learning the important SAL lesson to "live without regrets." I can say with pride and gratitude that I have experienced very few such "regrets" in my life because of the pain that such regrets caused me early on in my life, thereby providing me with strong motivation to avoid making similar mistakes in the future. 

Later, when I received my Patriarchal Blessing on September 10, 1995, I was urged to "take advantage of every opportunity that [I] have been blessed with." This further spurred the need and desire I felt to really "go for it" in life, whatever that may have meant at any given point in time as time went by. 

I am pleased to report that as a middle-aged adult, my regrets over not doing something are few and far between. I similarly have few regrets over things I have done... even when I did the wrong thing in the moment. The reason I feel this way is because I have done my very best to always learn from my mistakes and continually repent of my weaknesses and shortcomings as I have gone along. As such, most of my mistakes—and even my sins—were put to good use as part of my existential education, growth, and maturation.  

Don't get the wrong idea here; I remain a very flawed human being with many imperfections. However, I can honestly say I have very few authentic regrets over the decisions I have made in my life; and that is a pretty desirable place to find myself as I approach 50 years of age.  -JJ ~ May 12, 2026  

Thursday, July 19, 1984

At 5:30 David, Wayne, Joe, Jordan and Bill Dunow headed to the mountains. Drove to the Gooseberry area and camped. Things were so wet and lush we had a hard time getting a fire started. The bluebells and other flowers were five feet high in places. Never seen the mountain more lush. 

With oldest brother, Paul, and a
load of unchopped wood.
Cooked the boys a supper of dutch-oven potatoes and hamburgers. Slept on the ground. Sleeping on the ground is not as easy for me as it used to be. Long night. Rained like fury for about 10 minutes about midnight. I enjoyed listening to it and the other night sounds from the comfort of our new family dome tent. 

Saturday, July 28, 1984

Cooked the boys a good breakfast before delivering them exactly 20 miles from home for their 20-mile hike for the hiking merit badge. Jordan and I continued on to Blanding in the pickup. Came home via the almost completed Recapture road and dam project. It is really something. They have moved a lot of rock and fill. ...

I've looked forward to the opening of the L.A. [Summer] Olympics for months. I was an hour late getting to them; and then rushed home to shower while it was in session. Just got back to Dad's and settle in when it was announced Jordan was lost. I went to find him. (Paul had him on the motorcycle). I did see some of the opening [ceremonies] and it was spectacular and touching—should be a great time.

Friday, August 3, 1984

Tonight the highlight of the Olympics was Mary Lou Retton of West Virginia winning the Gold in Women's gymnastics. She won with a perfect "10" on the vault in the last rotation. The crowd and the whole country came unglued. She beat out two superb little Romanians. The USA won tons more gold today. They are just running away with the medals at this Olympics and Americans are loving it. So far all the terrible things that were supposed to materialize at L.A. have failed to do so. Even the weather has been nice. 

NOTE: Watching Mary Lou Retton win her gold on a "10" point vault is the earliest memory I have of watching sports on television. I watched it on our downstairs television in the family room of our Monticello home.  

Saturday, August 4, 1984

Worked on Park Plaza reports until about 7:30. Went home to prepare for the concrete that should arrive about 10:00. 

Things got a little hairy at the end of today's pour. Had a yard (plus) left. Hurriedly formed up a section just east of the stairs in the back yard and salvaged about $75 worth. 

Got everything cleared up about 2:00. Was exhausted. ...

Roland (Francom) cleared brush from the cul-de-sac just inside Sumerset and down the road to the park. Polly and I inspected his work. I get goosebumps when I see things beginning to move. It's been a long wait. ...

Carl Lewis won the first of what he says will be four golds in the 100 meter dash. 

Really have enjoyed these fabulous Olympics. 

Sunday, August 5, 1984

Jordan dinked around this morning and got left home from all [Church] meetings with orders to not leave his room. I think it made an impression and I hope things will improve in that department in the future. 

NOTE: Given my natural spiritual proclivities and religious predilection as a kid, teenager, and adult, this entry may come as a surprise to many. However, it does not come as a surprise to me. Why? Because the truth is that I had little use for or interest in religion or church until I was about seven (7) years old. For some unknown reason, about the time we moved to Mesa in August 1986 — or shortly before — something clicked in my heart, mind, and soul, and I began to repent of my erstwhile stinker ways. But make no mistake, I often was a stinker at church previous to this time.

I specifically recall Josh Redd and I being physically removed from George Rice's Primary class one day circa 1985 and being given a tongue lashing that to this day still rings clearly in my ears. Shouted an exasperated and fiery George: "If you two don't sit down and shut up, I'm gonna kick yer butt!" I willingly come to George's defense here; his righteous indignation was merited. Josh and I were being rude little rascals in his class, and that may be putting it lightly. Later, when we moved back to Monticello after spending seven years in Mesa, George Rice and Lyle Anderson were our home teachers and I came to greatly respect both men. I also spent a lot of time visiting George's mother (Hortense)—a widow in our ward—which rather lucidly animates the dramatic change that occurred between my earlier primary years and my teenage years. George's son and Hortense's grandson, Mike Rice, would sometimes accompany me on my visits to his grandma. On such occasions, Mike would usually play hymns and the two of us would sing hymns to her. 

Another memory of my stinker days in Primary involved sitting on the front row of the Monticello chapel colorfully pretending I was playing the piano in the air. It was quite disruptive and disrespectful to everyone around me, including my mother, who, as the ward Primary President at the time was trying to maintain order and reverence. 

I recall one day at age six feeling a distinct feeling or prompting come over me that engendered guilt for my previous actions, which began to motivate positive change. I further recall excitedly sharing with my mother after church how I had tried my best to be quiet, listen up, pay attention, and follow directions, which was a huge shift from my previous behavioral habits in the Primary program of the Church.   

Mama in the Jeep in the wheat in springtime.
Saturday, August 11, 1984

Took Jordan and Jessie riding on the motorcycle. Cleaned up around the house. Helped Pauline trim all the shrubs along the curbs, around the house, etc. 

I'd intended to work on the balcony railing this afternoon/evening. When I saw what the Olympic Lineup for the night was, I figured I better not miss it. Was glad I didn't. USA swept all four relays and broke the record set by the Soviets when no-one else showed up in 1980 of 80 gold medals. Carl Lewis won his fourth gold in track and field, assuring his immortality along with Jessie Owens. Was another great Olympic day. These Olympics have been perhaps the greatest athletic feat of my life. What an uplift for the American spirit. This has been just what this country has needed for a long time. 

My mama, sister Jessie, and me outside of
our hippy (family) Volkswagen vanagon.

Wednesday, August 15, 1984

Worked until 7:30 at the house, and then took Jordan in the Jeep to check on work done by Rick and Rowland at Sumerset. 

Saturday, August 18, 1984

Got ready for our cookout with the Overstreets. Those present were Mike and Becky Young; Susanne Anderson, Jeff and Denise Frost; Cassie Boyle, Jack and his handsome little brother, David and Paul, Jessie and Jordan. We had a nice visit. Jack cooked the steaks and we all feasted. 

About dark, Bruce Bunker shot a two-point buck with his bow. It was standing near the ditch just south of our house. He shot four times (much to the dismay of a large audience who thought with each shot it would disappear) finally dropping it with one shot in the neck. We all went over and watched Joe Slade and Bruce skin it. Quite the show. Hasn't been so much excitement on Silverstone Lane for some time.

JJ's 5th Birthday Party
Saturday, August 18, 1984

Went to Mother's and talked to her about starting Jordan [in kindergarten] this year. I have conclusively decided not to start him this year—(I think) I do not feel right about any other decision. Although it will cost plenty for him to go to Aunt Nedra's [private pre] school, I'm sure it will be best in the long run. I pray it will. ...

Attended Jordan and Preston's (Bunker) birthday party at Grandma Jensen's. Had a piano recital first. ... Had goodies and a nice visit after. 

NOTE: My Grandmother Jensen loved the PIANO—both playing it and hearing it played. She especially adored it when her kids or grandkids would play for her. My Dad was quite good on the piano. I remember him playing the piece Dizzy Fingers for us when we were kids. Later, he served for many years as the Stake organist at church. Having an impromptu "recital" prior to a birthday party or other, similar family gathering was a very LaVerda-esque thing to do. I know that Grandma Jensen is smiling down from Heaven knowing that Lina plays the piano beautifully and that all three of my children are taking lessons and thriving on the instrument (especially Tucker and Kara). 

Sunday, September 9, 1984

Got home about 4:00. Was good to see the little kids. I've missed them a lot more than I thought I would. I think Grandma was happy to see us. Jordan and Jessie are a handful by anyone's standards. I think they about did Grandma in.  

Thursday, September 13, 1984

I let Jordan sleep with me, but his finger-sucking in the middle of the night forced his removal to his own bed, and I did get some sleep thereafter. 

Saturday, September 15, 1984

Paul and I bought Kentucky Fried and came to Grandma Smith's to watch the 1985 Miss America Pageant. To our total delight, Charlene [sic] Wells, Miss Utah, WON! What a day for BYU, the Church, and the State! Haven't gone to bed so pleased in a long time. How blessed we are.  


It says my first talk; but it was actually my second talk,
as evinced by the certificate I have from 1983.


With my Bunker cousins (Ryan & Preston)
in all of our redneck splendor.
Tuesday, September 18, 1984

Got home about 9:00. ... Joe was much improved. Jessie had a high fever and Jordan had the beginnings of a fine cold. Ah, how good it is to be home. 

Thursday, September 20, 1984

This afternoon, Jordan and I cleaned up the shop. Was so good to have it clean and know exactly where every tool was. 

Wednesday, September 26, 1984

I found out that ———— left town on the bus; and me with a mess at PP [Park Plaza apartment] #——. When I picked up Jordan from pre-school this morning we went over and got probably $50 worth of food. It looks like they just left. Left a lot of stuff. Wish we could eat as well as the welfare set. Pauline commented as we put the stuff away that it would be nice to eat like those on welfare. 

Started attaching flanges to the posts for the new fencing tonight. Got set up in the garage and arranged a system where we could really work fast. David, Jordan, and Jody all took their turns. Pauline had to go to her math class in Blanding. We worked until about 9:30. Got 32 posts done. 

Dad checking on the construction of the dam.

Thursday, September 27, 1984

I take all the kids to school each morning (deliver Jordan or Jessie or both to [Nedra Bunker's] pre-school) and then come to the office to take care of the days [sic] office work. 

Took care of the little ones while Pauline got her hair permed. Went to the Dam-site. They are hauling dirt to the dam instead of away from it now. They were putting in a large concrete pipeline up the west side today. Lots of activity. I am so pleased to finally see them "raising the dam."  

Friday, September 28, 1984

Shooting a homemade bow with 
the help of my older brother, David.
Morning in the office. 

Afternoon building a road over the hill from Yarbrough property to the house. Something I have wanted to do for a long time. Got Roland and the Cat cranked up today, and presto, we now have a road; albeit a rough one. Also had Roland grade the lot north of the house preparatory to the installation of the white rail (PVC) fence. 

We packed up all the camping gear tonight and headed up to our spot on the Mountain overlooking Seventies Flat. I forgot the key to the folding trailer so we were not able to get camp set up very well. 

We cut a pickup load of wood, and I took it down the mountain and picked up Paul and Wayne from work at the store, along with gas, oil, and a half dozen other items. 

Mom and Joe had dutch-oven potatoes ready when we got up to camp. It was nippy, but we survived the night.

Saturday, September 29, 1984

I don't think Pauline or I would have made very good pioneers. Sure miss my waterbed, and a warm house. 

Two of my older brothers atop a truck and
trailer load full of wood at dusk.
Cooked the family a big egg breakfast this morning in the dutch oven.  

Parked the trailer with the tongue pointing downhill and then took the boys up the trail to bring wood out a pickup load at a time. We really got with it. With three or four boys doing all the moving, gathering and loading, I can cut one heap of wood in a day with my big Homelite [bow] chainsaw. 

On the third pickup load, Paul drove the truck home. Pauline, Jody, Joe and Jordan went with her. (Jessie stayed the night at Grandma's).

Monday, October 1, 1984

JJ in all his redneck glory.
Pauline helped me until noon, then went to get Jordan and Jessie, and I stayed and fixed the drapes, toilet seats, replaced the lock on #9 and so on. 

Wednesday, October 3, 1984

Jordan and I went into the shop and finished the wood box. Jordan built a "picture frame" out of split shingles. When he hauled it into the house to show everyone, Joe about "split" but such is the enthusiasm of my "Bud" Jordan. What a kid!

Thursday, October 4, 1984

After dropping Jessie off at pre-school, Jordan and I drove to Blanding to pick up two solar panels from Larry Richmond. Visited with him longer than we should, and we were late picking Jessie up. 

Monday, October 8, 1984

Was really beat tonight, but this kind of "beat" I love to feel at the end of a day because it means I have worked hard. 

Tuesday, October 16, 1984

Older brother, Joe, next to a stacked pile of chopped wood.
Tonight, Wayne, Joe, Jordan and I started the wood chopping. Got a good dent in the big pile, and the beginnings of a very large pile under the overhang. The boys worked hard and we all had a warm feeling as we watched the pile grow. In weather like this that pile represents a lot of warmth and security. 

Wednesday, October 17, 1984

Despite the fact that it was snowing and blowing, Jordan, Jody, David and I chopped wood for nearly two hours tonight. Made another large dent, and I suspect we are more than half done now. How I love to watch that woodpile grow. 

Friday, October 19, 1984

Up the mountain getting wood with Dad.
After dropping Jordan and Jessie off at the pre-school this morning Pauline and I drove out to Cortez to get bids on Log Homes and shop.

Wednesday, October 24, 1984

I took a bath, bed the kids, read stories to Jordan and Jessie; put them all to bed and was asleep by 9:00. 

Saturday, October 27, 1984

Marshalled the forces; got things organized and really got a lot of details attended to today. 

While Joe, Wayne, Jordan and I went to the Apts. and laid out and painted lines and numbers on the sparkling new parking lot, Pauline, David and Paul wrapped all the shrubs, took down the net on the tennis court, put away the pad on the trampoline, and cleaned off the driveway; the garage etc. 

Monday, October 29, 1984

Jordan and I sprayed large letters on each parking stall at Park Plaza. The wind was blowing and it was almost an effort in futility. We prevailed. Jordan thought it was fun.

Wednesday, October 31, 1984

Jordan helped me all day @ the cabin (chose me over the Halloween party at the play school—wow!) We got the footers laid out. Jordan held the transit rod and the tape all morning—couldn't have gotten along without him.

At 4:00 Jordan and I went down and with Jim Muhlestein and Doyal Rowley hauled three pickup loads of "junk" to the library for the rummage sale coming up. 

NOTE: Years later, in the mid-later 90s, I spent three years in the high school band (percussion section) under the tutelage of Jim Muhlestein, who had built the program into a rural musical juggernaut. I was honored to be a part of Jim's successful program, and grew to respect him for his care, work ethic, and vision. I personally developed sufficiently as a musician between grades 9-11 that Mr. Muhelestein appointed me the percussion section leader my junior year. He even started talking about the possibility of a musical scholarship for me. However, I did not continue my band endeavors in Spokane the following year, and never pursued any musical scholarships. Nevertheless, the three years I spent in the band at MHS were cherished and enriching years that produced many precious memories, insights, and skills for which I will always be grateful. 

Thursday, November 1, 1984

Jordan and I worked all morning on the cabin footers. Poured the concrete in the footers. Was a little short, but I think we can compensate on the next pour.

NOTE: Such adventures were the genesis of my lifelong love of concrete, mortar, and masonry. 

Tuesday, November 6, 1984

Great day for Republicans ...

Was a great day for the GOP. Reagan took every state except Minnesota and the District of Columbia. The GOP made gains in the house and senate, although not as profound as wished for. ...

Happy to see Reagan re-elected. Whatever his faults and failings, he is a leader; he has brought interest rates down; he has given the country new hope and pride; made patriotism fashionable, and last but not least, he loves his wife. 

I have a difficult time listening to Walter Mondale and the welfare state liberals. How sweet it is to see them getting their dues.

Thursday, November 8, 1984

With Stan Gabriel's help, I poured the stem walls for the sale's office at Sumerset this morning. It was tough getting the truck around, and I was grateful for Stan's help. He is surely a nice guy. 

He had lunch with Jordan and me. It snowed like a bandit during lunch, but was pretty nice most of the rest of the afternoon.

Monday, November 12, 1984

Roland Francom got the Track back on the Cat recently. Tonight I had him repile the trees and brush and I spent the afternoon and evening burning. We had some dandy fires. Took dad and Pauline down about dark, and I think they got a kick out of it. 

Dad checking on the construction of the dam.
About dark, from over the Highway 191 near the golf course, it looked like the whole hill was on fire. I'm so glad to get that all done. 

Wednesday, November 14, 1984

They continue to haul 5-10 thousand yards of earth daily on the dam. I go up nearly every day to "check" on 'em. How exciting. What a wonderful thing that is going to be. 

Thursday, November 15, 1984

Jordan and I hauled forms back to Young's until dark. Had to spray each one and I was glad to be done with it. Don't care much for concrete. 

Thanksgiving with the Mesa, Arizona Smith cousins.
Friday, November 23, 1984

(Thanksgiving weekend in Mesa, Arizona at Uncle Denis and Aunt Nancy Smith's home).

After supper tonight, we visited and played games until the wee hours. Has really been nice being with the Smith's. I'm impressed with their situation in Mesa. It has been fun. 

Sunday, December 2, 1984

Despite the predictions of George Orwell in his book 1984, 1984 has been a great year. Events like the Olympics, the elections, the crowning of Miss America (Sharlene Wells) the beginning of the Monticello Dam project, BYU being #1 in football, being out from under Goldstone, and a host of other "blessings" have really made 1984 a memorable year for me. 


My mom, seven siblings, and me in our matching BYU attire. JJ is on the far left.

Thursday, December 6, 1984

JJ on Santa's (Grandpa Ned's) lap.
Jordan and I worked from 10-5:30 today. Except for a visit from Wyman Redd and a lunch delivered by Mother, we tarried little. 

By nightfall (Wayne came down the last 1 1/2 hours), we had the Redex flooring down and in place. A very good day.

Jordan cut a little pine which he intends to use as a Christmas tree in his little house (cardboard) which is set up in his room. 

NOTE: I remember searching for, finding, and cutting down this little pine tree on dad's land (the north slope of the Old Man West canyon). It is a fun and cool moment / memory for me.  

Thursday, December 13, 1984

Came back to the office about noon and paid all the bills before going home to work on Jessie and Jordan's playhouse [in the vacant space under the stairs of our home]. That is going to be their #1 present this year for Christmas. I have never seen a kid look forward with such anticipation as Jordan has to the construction of the playhouse. We got a good start this afternoon.

Friday, December 14, 1984

Spent the rest of the day working on Jordan and Jessie's playhouse. 

Saturday, December 15, 1984

Lined up by height on Christmas morning.
I spent the whole day on Jordan and Jessie's playhouse. Put in three lights and three switches; finished the shelves, paneling and carpeting. Finally finished it all up and put the stove, fridge and sink in tonight (plastic). It is really cute. Probably not another play house like it around. David and Wayne came in and liked it so much they wouldn't leave. 

Tuesday, December 18, 1984

Paul has been home the last two days sick and today Jordan and Jessie both were a little under the weather.

Wednesday, December 19, 1984

Jordan had a dandy case of croup. Haven't seen him so tame in a long time. 

Friday, December 21, 1984

Today was the big day. BYU vs. Michigan in the 7th Holiday Bowl for a possible national championship. ...

The game was not too memorable, except that we won (24-17) on two fourth quarter touchdowns by the wounded hero, Robbie Bosco. ...

Now we just have to wait and see how they vote on January 2nd.  

Dad's mid-1980s rabbit raising venture.
Thursday, December 27, 1984

Jordan and Jessie have both had bad coughs the past week. Have kept us awake at night listening to them. They seem to be better today.

Sunday, December 30, 1984

Spent most of the evening preparing and cooking rabbit. Glad for the meat, which was delicious, but I don't care much for the time it takes to cook it properly. 

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Additional Memories from 1984:

  • I remember the day we returned to Monticello from Centerville (Monday, January 9, 1984). I recall being extremely excited to see our house again. Upon entering therein—after being away for four months—Jessie and I immediately began running around pointing at objects in the house and exuberantly repeating over and over again: "I remember this! I remember that!, etc."  
  • I vaguely recall attending the Barton family reunion and the novelty of the indoor swimming pool. 
  • I remember the plastic play house dad bought for Jody and me. He later built an elevated enclave in between the north side of the house and the bordering yard fence. The plastic playhouse was stationed on this wooden enclave.  
  • My first ever memory of SPORT was seeing Mary Lou Retton performing her vault routine in the 1984 Olympic games. It was on television in the downstairs family room of our home. Whether I watched her vault LIVE, or on a video recording later that day or week, I cannot say. But I do remember seeing it and being very excited by it!   

Jensen Family Picture
Monticello, Utah
Circa 1983-84

—Dr. JJ

Wednesday, October 14, 2026
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JJ's Journal: 1983

    From the Personal Journals of My Father

Rex Buckley Jensen 

1983


Thursday, January 20, 1983

Annual School Picture
Monticello, Utah
September 1983
Age 4
Got up at 5:00 a.m. with a sick Jordan.

Saturday, March 12, 1983

Rented a video from the Abajo called "The Devil and max Devlin." Invited the Bunker, the LeGrande Blacks, and a few others (Tom Moore) (Bill Boyle) over. It was noisy with the little kids, but we had a good time. Jordan didn't shut up 2 minutes the whole time. 

Thursday, March 17, 1983

Stayed home with Jessie and Jordan while Pauline went to Blanding on an Avon meeting. Did a lot of reading. 

We had the [community concert] reception at the house and had at least 30-40 come. It was fun. Jack and Corrie seemed to enjoy themselves. We talked until 1:00 am. I wish Jordan and Jessie would sleep in when Mom and Dad stay up half the night. 

Very pleasant evening.

Friday, April 8, 1983

Took Jordan to Nedra's Pre-School and Jessie to the office to be with me. I suspect my productivity will drop as I chase her around all morning, but hopefully, Pauline will do some good with Avon. 

With my sister, Jessie Ruth.
Monday, April 11, 1983

Pauline wanted to do Avon again today so I took Jordan to the Pre-School and Jessie spent the morning with me at the office. She is a little sweetheart and really is not that bad when Jordan is absent. 

I memorized "The Frogs" this afternoon and recited it at family night. The kids loved it. I am going to exercise my mind with memorization regularly henceforth. 

Tuesday, April 19, 1983

Took Jordan to Nedra's [preschool]. David stayed home (he is sick, sorta...) and tended Jessie.

Friday, April 29, 1983

Worked in the office until 4:00. Went home and started on the shop. That shop has bugged me for two years. I can never find anything, and chaos frustrates me as nothing else does. So it was almost heavenly to start seeing things become organized in there this afternoon. Joe and Wayne helped and it went fast. Jordan talked the whole time. I love that little boy so much, but oh how he can get on one's nerves with his incessant chatter. By 8:00 the job was 2/3 done. What a joy to have it that far along. 

Monday, May 9, 1983

Saw [the movie] Ghandi [sic] [today].

The yellow bunnies blanket
I so cherished as a baby and toddler.
I have looked forward to seeing the picture for a long time. It won "best Picture of the year" and it was no mystery why. Gee, it was a fabulously done epic (3 1/2 hours) with a fabulous message (love and non-violence always wins in the end). 

Tuesday, May 17, 1983

Spent until 8:30 loading all the furniture into the trailer and truck. Lots of it. Was quite a trick. Had dinner at JB's and headed home at 10:00. Long night. Pulled into the driveway at 5:00 a.m. Paul was up doing his homework. Jordan was up looking for his 'lill blanket' so I was not without welcome. Glad to hit the sack. 

Tuesday, June 14, 1983

Got all of my kids and all of Stephen's kids and we all went to Grandma Jensen's place this morning and worked on her yards. 

Worked most of the day. I hauled about 50 wheelbarrow loads of weeks to the dump with my trailer. The kids worked pretty good considering all the distractions created by each other and the fireworks and firecrackers they recently bought. 

Pauline had her [Avon] openhouse all day. Jordan and Jessie were with us at Grandma's.

The folks place looked a lot better when we left. 

Thursday, June 16, 1983

Took the family down to the garden spot this morning [to the east of Park Plaza Apartments] and we planted furiously from about 7:00 a.m. until 9:45. Got carrots, beets, peas, more corn and tomatoes in.

NOTE: My experience planting this garden was one of my life's earliest recollections.

Tuesday, June 28, 1983

Worked all morning in the office. 

Took the kids up to the mountain for a little picnic at noon. Julie Bunker went along. We went as far as we could, before running into a snowdrift. Had a nice lunch, a short hike, got some cute pictures of Jordan and Jessie and then came home. 

Saturday, July 2, 1983

Stephanie and Julie tended Jordan and Jessie and Hansen's Mark while all the rest of us went to the big Osmond Extravaganza in [Cougar] Stadium called "The Glory of America." It was memorable. Our seats weren't too great, but the fireworks throughout the whole thing were something to behold. I heard they burned up over $200,000 worth and it wouldn't surprise me. It was reported that there were almost 100,000 people in the stadium and on the baseball field. Biggest crowd in Utah History.

Monday, July 4, 1983

I went down to Albertson's and bought a book to read. 

Victim, was the title, and it was the true account of the Hi-Fi murders in Ogden in 1974. It was well done and I found it irresistible. Finished it at 4:00 a.m. Tuesday. 

NOTE: My father was an avid reader. It was not uncommon for him to become so absorbed in a book that he would read it in its entirety in a single sitting. He did this with Truman Capote's In Cold Blood, Fatal Vision, Marriott, the biography of J. Willard Marriott (his wife, Alice, was a college roommate of my maternal grandmother, Ruth Pingree Smith [1907-1992]), and presumably others over the years. Later, while pursuing my bachelor's degree in English at Utah Valley State College (now Utah Valley University), I read In Cold Blood myself in one of my English major classes in 2002, and discovered why dad had been so enthralled with Capote's gripping narrative.  

Monday, July 4, 1983

Stopped off in SLC on the way to Grandma's house and saw the three finished prints Expressive Color had done for me: Two of Chessler [sic] park and one of Angel Arch. Wow! They were everything I had dare hope they would be, and I was simply ecstatic. 

NOTE: This is an example of Dad "the photographer," one of his many side interests and talents.

Tuesday, August 2, 1983

Took Paul and Jordan with me in the jeep this morning to fetch the boy's gear on the mountain. They reported a nice camp. Jody and Paul remained behind to hike home with the boys. Jordan helped me look for good firewood stands. We looked for an hour or so, and it appears that the best place is right up where we got it last year. 

Friday, August 12, 1983

Mowed the apartments [today]. Didn't get done until 1:00 p.m. Went to the dump and unloaded all the junk from the overhang cleanup at the house and all grandma's grass clippings. Jordan was so cute helping me unload the trailer. He is so anxious to help that he is a pain most of the time, but I love the little rascal so much it hurts at times.  

After lunch and a nap, I rejuvenated the chainsaw and we (Wayne, Joe, Jody and Jordan) went to the mountain to cut wood. Found a good spot above Seventy's flat and got a whole trailerload by about 6:30. Felt good. Decided we better go back tomorrow and cut more before somebody beats us to the punch. 

Saturday, August 13, 1983

Spent the whole day cutting wood. With that big saw, my big trailer, and good helpers (which I surely had today) it doesn't take long to cut a bunch. David, Wayne, and Joe (and Jordan, of course) plugged along all day and we got two more large loads from the same spot above Seventies Flat. 

Sunday, August 21, 1983

Jordan's fourth birthday today. Had Mom and Dad over for dinner. He was so cute opening his gifts. Love that kid.  

Saturday, August 25, 1983

Left Monticello about 10:00 a.m. for the adventure in the big City at Grandma's [Smith] house.

NOTE: We lived in Grandma Smith's house during the fall semester of 1983. She was visiting Hawaii for several months and my parents wanted to give us kids a "big city" experience in Centerville (Suburb of Salt Lake to the north). My memories of this time are limited; but here are a few...

  • My little sister, Jessie, refusing to eat her oatmeal for breakfast one day. Grandma Smith was an old-school stickler about eating all your food and her mantra was: "You eat it or you wear it."  I can still see Jessie sitting on top of the dining room table squealing in misery as the oatmeal was dumped on top of her head. I'm proud to say that I have consciously chosen to parent more like Grandma Jensen than Grandma Smith when it comes to this strict injunction over food consumption! Grandma Jensen, bless her heart, she never made us eat anything we didn't want to. I don't remember if Grandma Smith was actually present for this moment, or if we were simply honoring her household policy. If she was present, perhaps she was just there for a short trip from Hawaii; or perhaps my memory comes from a time other than the time we spent in Centerville the fall of 1983. But whether or not I am conflating dates and experiences, this really did happen to Jessie, poor thing! 
  • Grandma Smith's yard was surrounded by fences that were covered in grape vines. I recall helping with the harvest and incurring an allergic reaction from handling the grapevines and grapes that made my hands and arms tingle in a strange and unpleasant fashion.
  • Right before Thanksgiving Dinner was to be served, I recall cutting my chin while "shaving" with shaving cream and my Dad's razor. I really was a Daddy's boy and was eager to do everything he did. A fair bit of blood spewed forth from this little miscue!  

Saturday, October 8, 1983

3rd Birthday Party
Brothers Joe and Paul in background
Spent the morning with Hyrum. Had a feeling that I ought to go over and see him this morning. We had a good talk, and I was just about to pop the question, and feel him out as to how he would feel about letting me try [teaching] seminars. He beat me to the punch! I couldn't believe it. We had a wonderful visit and I left walking on air. What an opportunity. What possibilities. I feel more inadequate than anything. I pray to measure up. Hyrum gave me several books to read, and I went to Deseret Book on the way home and bought several. What a quest. 

Jody was baptized tonight. Hyrum's family came. It was special. Jody was radiant. I am grateful for such a privilege [as baptizing my daughter]. As we left the [church] building, Hyrum put his arm around me and said, "I am really excited about what we talked about this morning." So am I! Still can't believe it.

Smith's came over for watermelon and a visit, after the confirmation. 

BYU clobbered Wyoming 41-10 at Laramie this afternoon. Won easier than anyone thought it would be. Cougs are on a roll.

Thursday, October 13, 1983

Spent the day reading, talking to my Sweetheart, [and] chasing Jordan and Jessie out of mischief. 

Pauline put up about 15 quarts of pure grape juice tonight with a cooker. Was an interesting process. We all got a kick out of doing it. Mother Ruth has a bumper crop of grapes this year. 

Saturday, October 8, 1983

Paul graciously agreed to tend Jordan and Jessie and so Pauline and I talked most of the morning. I tried being very positive and upbeat to use much of the inspiration and knowledge gleaned from my reading the past few weeks. 

Tuesday, October 25, 1983

[My] commitment [to Hyrum] took on added significance as Hyrum and I waited outside the Marriott for our ride and he asked me if I would like to do mini-seminars on the 15th and 17th. The proposition both thrills and frightens me. I have mixed feelings. With everything else so upside down in my life (Goldstone) this is a very hard time. 

NOTE: Goldstone was the name of the real estate property that went south the year previous, the consequences of which were still rearing its ugly head for Dad at this point in time. 

Hyrum & Gail Smith Family
Circa 1982

Wednesday, October 26, 1983

Second day of the Seminar at the Marriott with Hyrum. 

I get so high when I am in the Seminars. I think "Wow," if I only had that kind of ability to teach and motivate. Today was not an exception. What a "kick!" 

So many things have run through my mind. I just wish I could really see the map clearly. ... Enjoyed visiting with Hyrum on the way home. He is a great guy!

Wednesday, October 27, 1983

I got really psyched up at the possibilities at the MTC (Missionary Training Center). Talked to Gail on the phone and she was excited too. 

Called Greg at the office. I wanted to meet Dick Winwood, give input to the Daytimer and exude a bit of optimism. Greg really put the damper on my enthusiasm by telling me "The door was closed, and I didn't want to disturb them." 

Greg said he would be back in touch about 2:00. —never did call. I called about 3:00 and told the secretary to tell him to forget it. 

The whole business really bugged me. What could have been so secretive or important that I couldn't have been there. What a downer. 

Went to Deseret Book this afternoon and bought a book about Victor Beleriko the Russian fighter pilot who defected in a M16-25 to Japan in 1976. In addition to being an excellent book, I think there is some material i can use in a seminar. 

Pauline and Grandma went to DUP [Daughters of the Utah Pioneers]—I read most of the evening. 

Friday, October 28, 1983

Basically a very down day. Couldn't get yesterdays encounter with Greg off my mind—He called this morning and lamely apologized for not getting back to me—said he just "dropped the ball"—I'll say. 

This is a tough time in my life. So many things pulling in so many directions—I'm beginning to recognize that even Hyrum Smith's organization is far from perfect.

I yearn for peace and security and the "high" of being in control.  

Saturday, October 29, 1983

Drove to Farmington Utah @ 7:50 this morning and attended another Seminar by Hyrum—this time a four-hour effort to school teachers. Was a kick! Audience was really with Hyrum this morning. I sat by one Barbara Jeppson and she was very taken with the whole business—Just exciting to think of the possibilities for exerting a positive influence in this world. 

Monday, October 31, 1983

Had a super talk with Hyrum and Gail at home (theirs) last night. Visited for 2 1/2 hours. Felt better—told Hyrum (in love) how I felt about a lot of things. I think he appreciated my suggestions. 

We decided that it would be best for me to concentrate on school teachers and school districts where there really is a fabulous potential. 

Felt so much better after my talk with Hyrum. I have direction now and I am going to really get with it.

Saturday, November 5, 1983

The uncertainty of the future weighs heavily upon me. I do not handle insecurity well at all, and with so many uncertainties on the horizon, I feel that I live in perpetual anxiety. I hope I am learning from this experience. 

Thursday, November 10, 1983

Worked all day putting the finishing touches on the one-day version of the Time Management Seminar.

Got an overhead projector at the Church, and by three o'clock I was ready for bear. Took a hot bath and built a big fire in the upstairs fireplace and sat down to relax and psyche myself up. 

My [attendees] were a little late, but seem[ed] anxious and ready. We got started about 4:30 and went until 10:30. By that time we were all so tired, it was not feasible to go on. I felt good about how things had gone generally, however, and was surprised at the positiveness of the responses. It was more than biased patronizing. Mother called about midnight and went on and on about how good it was, and how she feels that I have found my "niche" in life. 

Mother fixed a lovely meal which we all feasted on at "halftime."

I certainly feel better about this whole project as I tried to go to sleep. I want to be successful at it so badly. I believe with all my heart that where there is a real will, there is always a way. 

Tuesday, November 15, 1983

It happened today. The long awaited day arrived where I was to teach my first real Seminar. ...

At 4:30 I ... took a bath, shaved, put on my new $300 suit, and with a host of butterflies flapping in my inards, [sic] drove to 411 East South Temple. Greg was there to help me set up. Lloyd Pendelton was there to observe, and Pauline and Gail arrived shortly before our 6:30 beginning. ...

Most of the class were students (albeit some were middle-aged) and it was an excellent group to start with. I lost the "flutters" early on, and I think for the first time it came off pretty well. I got a rousing ovation when the evening was over, and that made me feel great. 

Pauline and Gail were complimentary. It was OK, but I will put a lot of polish on it over the next few presentations. 

We followed Gail to Centerville, where she got gas, and then I took pauline to the Arctic Circle on Page's Lane for a hamburger to celebrate. I hadn't had anything to eat all day, and still wasn't hungry. A most memorable day. 

Friday, December 2, 1983

I accompanied Hyrum to the Church Office Building (22nd floor) at 7:00 a.m. this morning and watched him teach the Missionary Committee of the Church a three hour version of the Time Management Seminar.

In attendance with their wives were Elders Carlos E. Asay, William R. Bradford, Robert E. Wells, and Jack H. Goaslind, Jr. 

Also, President Bishop of the MTC in Provo and two other Brethren that I did not know. Hyrum did his usual thing and they were all very positive and excited at the end of the experience. It is something as I see how able Hyrum is to excite and motivate people. He has a special gift, and it is a privilege to just watch him. 

Friday, December 21, 1983

Pauline let Jordan and Jessie make Christmas cookies to wrap up for each of the brothers and sisters this morning. It was cute to see how much they enjoyed doing it, and how patient and loving Pauline was. Giant mess, but two very happy white children. 

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Additional Memories from 1983:

  • I remember visiting my great-grandmother, Adella Adams Jensen Bronson (1896-1983) in the nursing home in Blanding, Utah. She looked super old to me. She died on November 17th in the Blanding nursing home at age 86. 
  • I remember one day peering into my brother Joe's bedroom closet and seeing a hatchet. My memory of what happened next is fuzzy, but I do recall getting in trouble—including receiving a good spanking—when my dad got home. I had been seeing Dad and my older brothers chopping firewood and I got the idea to take the hatchet to the arms of the couch and sofa in the living room. I do not recall performing the actual deed itself; but the arms carried proof of my work until the day we sold (or gave away) the furniture pieces years later. Being as small as I was, the damage was slight—just a few marks about an inch long, where the pointed edge of the hatchet blade would have made contact with my three or four-year-old chops.
  • I remember Paul putting me in our backpack child carrier, strapping me on his back, and taking me on a ride to Grandma and Grandpa's (or the store) on his 10-speed bike. In hindsight, it was a rather dangerous undertaking. Nevertheless, I implicitly trusted my older brothers (especially my biggest and oldest brother, Paul) and enjoyed the thrill of the ride, even though it was a little frightening!  

Jensen Family Picture
Monticello, Utah
Circa 1983-84



—Dr. JJ
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Palm Beach Gardens, Florida, USA


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